As the dead line for school approaches I find that I was unable to pay off the debt I have from school. It is roughly three to four hundred dollars and that is a whole solid paycheck with me. My parent's have enough on their hands with having to sort through the affairs of my grandfather who passed in June, so I don't wanna ask them to do anything. My mom was the first to suggest not going this semester. But as I see it. If I don't I might as well just not go and see about a tech school which I should of probably done in the first place. I can't keep this up.

As for my life, I'm still struggling. Usual crap from work. MOney issues. TIred of living in the same house with my mother. It all just adds up to a kind of hell on earth. I met and old friend and got his IM thing so I could talk to him, but I don't even have the desire to chat IM alot anymore. It is like my body is slowing down and saying it is pointless. I feel so EMO right now which pisses me off cause I hate EMO.